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Michigan

I'm Still Here

Michigan enters Austin’s story through the life she builds there after college: graduate study, full-time work, marriage, and the ordinary journeys that can become charged with fear for a Black family. It is less a scenic backdrop than a place where education and professional purpose coexist with vulnerability, kinship, and the effort to imagine a future.

Relocation, Study, and Work

After college, Austin moves to Michigan and enrolls in a master’s program in social justice while working full-time. The paired commitments locate her adulthood in both academic study and employment: she is not simply preparing for a future career but pursuing graduate education while already earning a living. Near the end of the program, reading a memoir of prison life makes her think intensely about Dalin, who has already spent years incarcerated. Michigan becomes the place from which she looks toward the conditions of his confinement and begins to reconsider what she has not known about his life.

The book’s accounts of professional life show the pressures that accompany work in institutions, although they do not identify every workplace episode as occurring in Michigan. At work, Austin is treated as responsible for white colleagues’ discomfort: a supervisor relays a complaint that she seemed unfriendly, advises her to be a better team player, and then asks her to change her tone when she tries to respond. A separate account of prayer at a Christian organization turns concern for her distress into a request that she offer more grace and acquire the qualities others want from her. These episodes give context to the professional life she is building: employment brings opportunity, but also dependence on institutions that can recast her hurt as a problem of attitude or character.

Family History and Distance

Michigan is also the place Austin names when she writes to Dalin in prison. She tells him that she is married and living in the state, then shares what she has learned while researching their family history. Her letter includes the detail that their great-grandfather was missing a big toe and that, despite his light skin and blue eyes, his draft card identified him as colored. In this exchange, Michigan is the present location from which Austin reaches across a family distance that years of silence and Dalin’s imprisonment had allowed to grow.

Dalin’s reply gives that attempt an unexpected warmth. He tells her that they are family and that there is love between them, answers what she has written, and describes his life inside and hopes for release. He also already knows about their great-grandfather’s missing toe, having asked about it as a child. Austin starts another letter, hoping their renewed contact will continue, but Dalin dies in prison weeks later. The correspondence ties her Michigan life to a family connection that has only just begun to reopen, making the letter both a record of reunion and a lasting reminder of its abrupt limit.

Travel, Fear, and Home

A journey across Michigan reveals how racialized fear enters the rhythms of married life. When Austin’s husband leaves to visit his parents, he must drive two hours across the state and two hours back. Austin tries not to imagine him being stopped and frisked, or angering an officer; she does not want to pass her anxiety on to him. Before he goes, she hugs him and asks him to promise he will come back. He reassures her that he will be fine and will call when he arrives, while she nods and smiles without fully feeling reassured.

The scene makes distance more than a measure of miles. A routine family visit becomes a journey Austin fears may expose her husband to police scrutiny, and the trip’s two-hour length gives that fear a concrete span. Michigan is therefore not presented as a refuge from racial danger: even travel to see family carries the possibility of a stop, a frisk, and a loss that Austin cannot control.

Narrative Significance

The state connects Austin’s education, work, marriage, and family ties without resolving the tensions between them. She studies social justice while learning how carceral violence has shaped Dalin’s life; she makes a home with her husband while anticipating the danger that may meet him on the road. The book does not depend on a detailed portrait of Michigan’s cities or landscape. Instead, the state acquires meaning through these linked experiences: a place of purposeful work and intimate belonging, yet also a setting in which racialized vulnerability reaches into the classroom, the workplace, the prison correspondence, and the drive across the state.

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